Babies

I went to a baby shower this afternoon for a girl from work. I always feel weird and awkward around newborn babies, because everyone is always flocking over the baby and making goo-goo faces and wanting to hold it, and I just stand there afraid to hold it, not knowing what to say. I dunno. I just don't know if I'm a baby person. They seem so fragile and cry all the time at the littlest things. I just don't have that natural "mother" instinct that girls have which gives them the want to hold and gush over babies.

Am I ever going to feel right holding babies? I mean, I acknowledge they're cute and man, those tiny little pink dresses and sleepers were about the cutest things in the world... But. These are things I'm struggling with right now. I guess it all just means I'm not ready to have a baby right now. The biological clock hasn't started ticking yet, thank god!

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